Sunday, September 19, 2010

its been some time since i last blog!
i almost forget my password!
anyway, please wait for my update!
i will be back~ :D

Just to let you know what i have been busying with soooo far,
im v v busy with my work and studies.
i always tell my mgr, im so busy that i dont even have time to sleep!
actually im just exaggerating cos im very free during weekends.
so please ask me out to cure my boredness! :)
everything is going well for me right now,
currently switching to mon wed and fri mode schooling mode.
work has been fine so far,
colleague has been rather nice.
but the colleague who has been sending me to work,
has resigned.
so i must wake up earlier,
so that i can travel to pioneer mrt to meet mgr.
my workplace is simply troublesome w/o a car.
actually, im pondering whether to drive our company pick up,
but im afraid.
esp of parking.
shall see how it goes.
if i drive the pick up,
it will be more convenient to go work or school. :)
There are still lots of things for me to learn,
for me to do.
im glad i have a nice boss who is willing to teach patiently.
More things for me to do, esp like following up subcon minutes of meeting,
and following up on my submission.
Health has been rather bad :(
On MC 3 days last week.
because i feel giddy.
slightly low blood pressure.
flu and cough is killing me too.
I am now learning to trust,
and hope everything will goes well :D
For school,
i am starting my sem 2 tml.
sem 1 has been going rather well for me,
i met 3 new friends.
and we often have dinner after our work.
im lucky to have a nice boss to drive me to school too.
ok, happiness doesnt last long i know! :X
whats more? i will be back if i remember.:)
okay thats all!



Thursday, June 10, 2010

eeeww its been some time since i last blogged!
i have been feeling very tired and shagged after i got home daily.
sat is for sf, and sun is my free day.
thats my daily routine.
sat before i went sf hse in the evening,
i would sleep my whole day, just like sis do.
cos its really boring doing nothing,
and seeing sis sleeping soo soundly,
i would follow her. :X
i have been sick after im back..
down with sore throat and flu.
kept coughing till mgr asked,
i guess u taking mc soon?
u cough till like u admitting to hospital soon.
oops.

anyway,
its been 2 weeks since im back.
i will upload pics later.
till i found my cable. ok im lazy to search for it.
anyway,
everything is fun with bby around.
she's simply just soooo cute and i just love her a lot~
and i love sis li too!!!
we should arrange a trip someday!
just the 3 of us :D
and i met up with my dearest besties!
LOVE :D
oh ya!
how can i forget such important updates!
i met up with dearest seventh for steamboat session.
after which, we went for k.
so i slept like 4 hrs plus,
with sore throat the next day.
and mgr caught me!
cos i look pale and he said my eyes look red :X

everything is fine at work,
its been a week since i went to site office at tuas.
in case u dont know,
its actually a container,
and we only had 4 tables at site office,
with a total of round 6 members.
and im the only sporean plus the only girl :X.
nicey colleague will send me to work daily,
if not another one will send me from jurong west stadium,
cos he go via bke, from checkpoint.
if mgr is here, he will drive me home before he went back with his jam.
everytime when im having dinner and enjoying my tv,
hes out there enjoying his traffic jam at checkpoint.
oops~
anyway,
my colleagues are all very nice, especially my mgr :)
the site office is really cold for me.
for those who know me well,
would know im afraid of cold instead of hot.
my mgr specially push up the air con plane,
so that the air con will not blow directly on me.
but its still cold! till the extent that he used a paper to cover the air con!
soo nice of him~ :D
long sleeve shirt n jacket arent enough.
think its all about me.
i shall overcome the coldness one day. :X

missy alice has called me one fine day,
and i realised i wronged her!
msia number dislikes me!
hahaha.
she insisted that she replied me but i did not receive can!
anyway,
im going in to JB to look for her this sun!
happy~ miss her lots!
i got tons to tell her!
hahaha!
and im looking forward to play with "chu chu"
her son~ :D

im going back to HQ tomorrow,
thanks to my "itchy backside"
ask mgr to go back with me.
so that we can get things done faster.
cos its a lil inconvenient at site office,
the printer is just like me,
one day siao 3 times. :X
and because of my itchy mouth,
i gotta bring the laptop back hm,
and also wake up at 5 plus.
cos the colleague is at site :(
actually i kind of missed HQ.
cos i somehow left "unknowningly".

ok~ thats all for my updates.
looking forward to dinner with prawnie.
though the troublesome girl always trouble me with MC!
i wonder did she wake up anyway!
waste my time only~

everytime i thought i made up my mind,
i swayed~
i knew this is not going to be easy for me.
but still,
everytime i set thinking,
im really tired.
i dont wish to waste my time like this.
i dont wish to see her unhappy.
i dont know what future lies ahead.
but i am a selfish girl.
i only want myself to be happy.
i am willing to try,
to give up.
i am already blessed enough to have everything.
its enough..



Sunday, May 16, 2010

it's been some time since i last blog.
has been really tired recently.
and i had no idea why.
perhaps due to waking up too early every morning?
working timing is 8-545.
However,its at defu lane. which is freaking far for me!
right opposite hougang ave.3 .
therefore, i got to wake up like 530 and left home at 630!
and the difference is really big compared to the days when colleague fetch me to work.
cause he came my hse at 715. which i can sleep an hour longer!
but nowadays, my routine resumes:(
cause he need to go to the site.
to ensure the safety over there,
as work has been commenced.
and when the site office is being set up,
i will switch over to benoi road! :) near tuas area.
manager promised to fetch me from jp. :D
since he drove from jb.
everything is still going on fine for me currently.
there are still a lot of stuffs for me to learn,
including civil and mechanical engineering stuffs.
the people there are very nice,
partly cos im considered the youngest over there.
other thn the admin exec who is 21 this yr.
and my gm goes,
are ur comparing who is the youngest now?
lol cos both of us are new. im 2 day older thn her.LOL
and my mgr keeps saying,
u are the youngest engineer we have.
i will tag colleague car home if they are in office.
if not i will be home only at 730pm :(
gotta cherish the time we had,
cos in another week,
i will be gone to site office.
and will be there for 1 yr.
cos our project is like 14 months.

whats there to update?
met up with sisters recently .
okay should say its the usual routine :)
met up with dearest shelle recently too.
her son is damn cute.:)
and yea,
met up with besties too! :D
whats more?
nothing much i guessed,
5 more days! :) :)
damn happy.
bby will be unhappy though. LOL.
alright.. thats all!

i hate everything that's happening now,
but nevertheless, i will get on with my life.



Wednesday, April 28, 2010

im here to 随便讲几句before i left. LOL :X
what to updatE?
hmmm~ kaelyn is not coming my hse anymore.
kind of miss her thou she's here for only a week LOL
didnt get a chance to give her her minnie mouse! LOL :X
hmmm whats more?
im sick :(
i lost my voice.
gotten the virus from seniors.
3 of them are sick over there.
and there are once when i sit in the middle of them who are coughing so badly.
but well, sf cooked dessert for us. :) nice.
to bring down the internal heat.
whats more?
not going to slack at home anymore.
found a job.
but 1st month to work is v tiring.
cos at hougang, defu lane.
hopefully gt ppl live near thn can longbang LOL.
if not i must go out of hse by like 6-630 am?
crazy.
prawnie gonna like it if she works morning.LOL
hope the site office at tuas can build faster.
n if near aunt office will be better,
cos can send me to work as they send JJ to sch.LOL
i am gonna meet my dearest sisters again,
together with shelle and her son.
awww been soooo long since i saw shelle can?
without her ,
i might gonna die in my class during poly days. :X
errr i cant think of anything else at the moment. :)
sooo thats all.
gonna blog with pics if possible.
missed out the meeting with besties tml. :(
hope can meet up soon.

i dont know how to deal with you anymore,
so im gonna to let fate decide. :)
not gonna care anymore :)




Tuesday, April 20, 2010

OK!
IM FINALLY BACK~
my life is not as bored than usual anymore..
i have yet to find a job though.
so what have i been doing?
most of my free time will be at sf house.
and he will teach me a lot of things.
a lil of feng shui also.
and calculating names.
he really teach me a lot, patiently.
and all of my sat will be at his house,
together with the seniors.
we had our lesson together,
in hokkien session.
yes, he speaks mostly hokkien.
but i reply in chinese.LOL
my seniors are great.
they sent me home,
watched me from downstair that i reach home safely.
yes my lift is transparent.
actually have been going this procedures very long le.
but lazy to say.
LOL.
sf help me earn a lil allowance at times.
he guides me patiently,
helps me when im in trouble.
and his wife always cook dinner for us.
oh, i seems to be contributing nth.=x

i believe what im doing now,
will have to go through a tough period before i see results.
not many might agree with what im doing,
but at least im happier.
i learnt new stuffs.
at least, although im not working,
but im not sponging on my parents either.
i try not to go out often.
to prolong my savings.hehee.
i believe,凡是起头难。
请不要用不一样的眼光来看我，
因为，我就是我。

and nw,
baby kaelyn is at my house.
as in she will be coming my house daily,
with the maid.
to get used to new environment.
and she is not as difficult as i taught.
at least, she allows me to carry her now.
she scared of stranger u see.
simply love the way she smile.
but yesterday was the 1st day,
so diff to determine anything.
cos she dont sleep!
from 4am till 7pm or so?
i take care of her while mummy goes work.
together with the maid.if nt i cry.
skali cant handle how?
but still ok la.
she goes mum mum mum whn i feeds her pandan cake!LOL

as for the things that used to bother me a lot,
i thought i let it go.
but everything i did,
smth happen.
let fate decide.
but i kind of know my decision already.
hope i wont sway anymore.
will be meeting for the last time,
to get back my thing..

i feel so blessed,
cos i gt sf and his wife, plus the seniors,
i gt my family to stand by me.
i got hubby and li.
i gt all my frens.
so whats more can i ask for? nth. :)



Sunday, March 21, 2010

won't be updating regularly.
my life is such a bore.
though i went out at times.
and every sat will be sf day.
thats all.

i believe i reap what i sow.
i believe its not over.
i will do my last try before its really over.
have faith!



Thursday, March 04, 2010

i am here.
bored again.
thats why.:)
but i got more pics uploaded today! hehe.
i got nothing much to update.
i can only say i am very bored at home.
help me.
even mummy is working pt at times.
helping up as a cleaner at some condo i heard.
mummy gg new zealand leh!
i think round june.
COOL!
but i dont really like the company.
so im nt tagging along.
but bby n i gg taiwan plus HK trip in may :)
woo hoo!
been feeling rather down.
got a feeling gt a lot of things are unsettled.
i dont know how to start with though.
just wanna tell my girls,
who think im behaving wierdly,
esp bby..
im ok.. seriously.
just feel like having some time of my own.
人在繁忙中也会想在自己的小空间。
this is what happens when i got so much time at home.
i will think LOL!
i need to get a job soon.
if not i will go crazy at home.
i think thats all.
photos shall speak a thousand words.

失望，不甘心。
不甘心被误会。
不甘心早该去解决。
不过那又如何？
我也无能为力。
我不知什么是信任。
信任值多少？
等待已久的答案，
就是这样吗？


this is my 15 yrs of fren,
i rmb yrs ago we have a pic like this.
in sec sch days.
will dig it out soon LOL

ok found.LOL





my silly plus crapping partner :)






she is eating a disgusting egg.LOL

this is what happens when someone eats an egg beside me!!!












besties...
no matter how busy i am,
they never fail to standby me.
they always forgive me..
despite im the oldest among them,
they tc of me more than i do so.LOL
i am glad i have such a bunch of gd frens around me,
not forgetting bby and li,
seventh, ru and bin. :)